One thing that I am slowly learning to deal with is knowing when to say “no more”. There has to be a time when what I created stands on its own. I should be able to take a long trip, come back, and see that the creative team and cast have taken my final creation and worked their magic. As you might suspect, that is probably never the case. Just hearing it, seeing it, experiencing it is enough to start the process all over again.
I recently allowed myself to entertain the idea of adding an “argument song” to “Next Time”. The two main characters had previously in the show shared their thoughts through a pair of internal monologue songs. However, I wanted the dynamic of them actually sharing how they feel. The song would replace a section of dialogue in a scene near the end.
While I was getting all excited about the new song, another part of me was anxious about whether or not it was worth the effort at this late date, and would the new song have the same quality level as the other songs that have developed over a much linger time?
We’ll know by the August performance dates. Until then, I secretly hope that I find no more inspiration for new songs…or that I do find more inspirations.